Being with you, is something that I really need. The day when I saw you for the first time. Your smile lightning up my mind. You staring right into my eyes with a smirk on your face. The next day we started chatting and soon we were ready to meet. The next time I met you I got goosebumps. There was an adrenaline rush in my mind. Looking at you made me feel blithe. I ran away to my classes and sent you texts about that endure. The next time our conversations got better. You surely liked me, that's what you uttered. I never wanted to get into a relationship. But you, I don't know what kind of energy do you have. Which pulled me towards you. And then, I didn't want to go away. I didn't want to let you go. I didn't want to lose you. I didn't want to go anywhere else. I loved you. I loved you like never before. I loved you as if there was no tomorrow. You gave me warmth. Warmth of your love. I never thought it was less for me. I was mad about you. And suddenly things changed. Your demeanour changed. You started ignoring me. After all the memories we built, the talks we had, the smiles we exchanged, those sweet touches and the overwhelming kisses. The warmth of your arms made me feel as if I was at the safest place. Never wanting to let you go. You finally told me that you wanted to go away, you wanted to leave me and I was helpless. I couldn't do or think about anything. The only thing running in my mind was the kind of relationship we had. That little period of time I didn't wanted to pass. I thought whether you ever loved me. You went away leaving me alone in darkness. Somewhere, where I didn't wanted to be. I wish I could hold back the time or could rewind my life. I wanna go back. I wanna be back with you and only you. Fuck time!
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