Wanna go back

Being with you, is something that I really need. The day when I saw you for the first time. Your smile lightning up my mind. You staring right into my eyes with a smirk on your face. The next day we started chatting and soon we were ready to meet. The next time I met you I got goosebumps. There was an adrenaline rush in my mind. Looking at you made me feel blithe. I ran away to my classes and sent you texts about that endure. The next time our conversations got better. You surely liked me, that's what you uttered. I never wanted to get into a relationship. But you, I don't know what kind of energy do you have. Which pulled me towards you. And then, I didn't want to go away. I didn't want to let you go. I didn't want to lose you. I didn't want to go anywhere else. I loved you. I loved you like never before. I loved you as if there was no tomorrow. You gave me warmth. Warmth of your love.  I never thought it was less for me. I was mad about you. And suddenly things changed. Your demeanour changed. You started ignoring me. After all the memories we built, the talks we had, the smiles we exchanged, those sweet touches and the overwhelming kisses. The warmth of your arms made me feel as if I was at the safest place. Never wanting to let you go. You finally told me that you wanted to go away, you wanted to leave me and I was helpless. I couldn't do or think about anything. The only thing running in my mind was the kind of relationship we had. That little period of time I didn't wanted to pass. I thought whether you ever loved me. You went away leaving me alone in darkness. Somewhere, where I didn't wanted to be. I wish I could hold back the time or could rewind my life. I wanna go back. I wanna be back with you and only you. Fuck time! 

Let your happiness stay a little longer

Your life seems amazing to everyone except you. For you your life is too complicated. You never think of it in a positive way. You feel that your problems are the biggest. All others out there in the world are much happier than you. That thinking is just absolutely wrong. Trust me. Thinking that you are happy and your life is going good is just perfect. Think that your life is going well. You love to live it the way you are doing right now. This gives you pleasure. Your life is so satisfying with all the happiness that you need with some complementary problems of course which are necessary to keep up the flavour of adventure in your life. Stay in love with new adventures that come in your way and pass them with flying colors of your joy. Getting pass these problems makes you strong. Strong to keep up with the world and the people around you. Strong enough to look straight at yourself in the mirror. Feeling proud of yourself. Feeling yourself to be a better person. Keep going. This feeling keeps you happy. Happiness is temporary undoubtedly but also the sorrow in temporary. So focus on pushing the temporary sorry out of your way with a full force of confidence and gain the happiness which can stay a little longer.