Tuesday, 13 February 2018

I still love you

I loved you when you wanted me to. I loved you cause you came to me and asked for it. You said that you loved me. I refused but you made me fall for you. Now I really and genuinely feel for you. I love you for the way you are. I make compromises and adjust my timings so that I can talk with you. I try my best that I give you all of me. I gave you all of me. I trusted you with all my heart. But you had no feelings. I dont know why and what were you doing till then. Now you thought of ending it when I asked you about what you really want. You decided to end it. You said lets be friends.  It was difficult for me but I agreed. Because what matters to me is your happiness. But you never comprise even for a little thing. You don't want to change your schedule even for a day. Where I started to stay up till 2A.M. only so that I can talk with you. Wow! And now today when I told you to talk. You said I will whenever I want to according to my wish. Man don't I have feelings. Am I a toy that whenever you need you pick it up, play and then put it aside as if it never meant anything to you. And you say that now we are not a couple so stop it. Woah! Great really. I was stupid always waiting, for you always trying my best to be with you. I gave you all of me and in return what I get is something that just makes me cry even by its thought. I never like to get attached to people cause when I get attached its very difficult for me to move on. I don't know how to do or what to say now. I'm really hurt by this. But "I still love you". I am so dumb.

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