Clear it out

There are things you want to say but you can't. You just want to express yourself but you can't. Especially to a particular person who means alot to you. Want to speak so much, have so much of things in your mind but you can't express it freely. You have the fear to lose that person. You wanna know what that person feels about you but you never get an answer. You want lots of clarifications to move ahead in your life, in your friendships or relationships. You feel helpless and sad when you don't get answers from the person you want. You feel sad when you give priority to someone but in his/her life you don't mean anything. And even if you mean they don't show it then what to think about the person. It makes you so confused. You feel that you shouldn't have got into that relationship but still your heart doesn't let you stay away from that person. Sometimes they take you for granted and don't know why they always wanna keep thier ego and arguements high. When you say something in anger in place of understanding the person gets angry on you. Oh god! Such a mess. What to do and what not to. You can't be angry or express your feelings. When you try to talk serious you are answered humorously. When you wanna know some things and talk about future you are told to only be in the present. But man why not to think of future when you need to know some things, wanna know whether your present is worth it or not. Some actions of that person frustrate you to so much extent on the other hand the same person talks so sweetly. What you wanna do dude? What is in your mind? You can't take me for granted or play with me like a toy! You tell me am childish I need to be mature. Please, don't teach me what to be and what not when you yourself can't change for someone. I know how much mature I am and how much childish I am. Try to understand me and just clear the things and that's all I want. Sometimes I feel am literally being used. Sometimes I feel happy being with you. What should my final thought be about you then! :-| Just explain what you want to do. I never ever begged or forced you to be in relationship with me, it was you personal choice. And even now I am not forcing you if you want to stay then maintain this relationship if you can't or don't want to then just speak it out. Be loyal with me in what ever you think. Just speak it and clear it out. CLEAR IT OUT.

Dil Diyan Gallan

Kuch log hme smjte h
Kuch ni...
Tum vo ho jo hme smjte ho....
Fir iss baar kese ni....

Tum hmare liye kya ho....
Ye tum ni jante....
Ye hum jaante h....
Pr bayaan ni krna chahte....

Tumhe lgta h....
Sirf tum hi sab smjte ho.....
Kbhi dusro ke dimag me jhank lo...
Tb pta chlega ke vo b tumhe smj skte h....

Tum ne hme galat smja h....
Iss baat ka koi gum ni...
Pr tumne ye smjaa ki....
Tum kuch ni ho hmare liye....

Iss baaat ka boht gum h....


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